Overwhelmed...

sometimes I don't think I'm adequate enough for the calling I recently received.

I taught my first sharing time today and I felt like it went rough.

Sharing time is a lesson that is taught by a member of the primary presidency to children ages 3-12. I was just called as first counselor in the presidency so it will be my responsible to teach a lesson once a month.

Some of the children in the primary I teach have been baptized almost as long as I am and they are only 11 and 12.

I learned more than ever today that the Spirit is the ultimate teacher and that if I focus on that and allowing the Spirit to teach than everything will work out.

As if the ward hasn't already tested my ability to stretch as a person enough today I was asked to speak next Sunday during sacrament meeting.

I am far from a good speaker. FAR!

I am incapable of controlling my emotions.

This will be my third talk and it is my hope that it will be delivered well.